Johnny Got His Gun.

Song: One

Band: Metallica

Album: ... And Justice for All

It may seem odd to present the title of a novel, and a movie, as I am doing, while I talk about Metallica's famous song, "One". However, I need to give a bit of background to this song, which, as Cesc commented on an older post, is "definitely one of "those" songs which are way deeper than meets the ear."

On one hand, we have Metallica. One of the forefathers of Thrash Metal, a genre characterized by it's aggressive, angry tones. Those who are able to distinguish the different genres of Metal will, usually, imagine a crazy-eyed soldier, screaming at the top of his lungs, holding two huge machine guns shooting in every direction. It's ironic though, that most of these bands actually promote the opposite, and their sardonic lyrics are full of scorn for war and corruption.

On the other hand, we have the American novelist and screenwriter Dalton Trumbo. Trumbo's novel, Johnny Got His Gun, is a pacifist novel that opposed World War II (It was published in 1939). In the novel, Trumbo tells the story of Joe Bonham, a soldier who wakes up in a hospital after being hit by an artillery shell. Joe soon realizes that he lost his legs and arms, that he cannot hear, see, smell or speak. However, his mind is intact, and thus he becomes a prisoner of his own body.

I Can't Remember Anything
Can't Tell If this Is True or Dream
Deep down Inside I Feel to Scream
this Terrible Silence Stops Me

This first stanza introduces Joe's situation, as he is suddenly conscious of darkness around him and pain. In the movie, you can hear Joe's voice saying "How can you tell what's a dream and what's real, when you can't even tell when you're awake and when you're asleep?" A main theme throughout Trumbo's novel is Joe's need to communicate, to escape his living prison.

Now That the War Is Through with Me
I'm Waking up I Can Not See
That There's Not Much Left of Me
Nothing Is Real but Pain Now

At the beginning of the movie/novel, Joe believes that he cannot move his arms or legs, that he cannot see, talk or hear, because of the instruments used to heal him. It is not until the doctors begin to remove stitches from his shoulders and torso that he realizes he has lost most of his body.

In the story, every doctor in the hospital believe that Joe doesn't have a conscious brain anymore, and that Joe cannot feel anything, either pain or pleasure, joy or sadness. It is on this belief that he is left under such terrible condition, without any attempt to help him.

Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God,wake Me

Joe tries to kill himself by holding his breath. However, he fails to do so because of a machine that pumps oxygen into his lungs. In his dreams, Joe recurrently speaks to Jesus, and asks him to help him out, to take the darkness away.

Back in the Womb its Much Too Real
in Pumps Life That I must Feel
but Can't Look Forward to Reveal
Look to the Time When I'll Live

To be "back in the womb" is, for Joe, to re-live his life, to create himself again. Because he cannot interact at all with with exterior, Joe is forced to live in his memories. However, it is those memories that make Joe's situation more vivid, as it pumps the life he must feel. And yet, by this point Joe knows he cannot go forward, that there isn't much left for him.

Fed Through the Tube That Sticks in Me
Just like a Wartime Novelty
Tied to Machines That Make Me Be
Cut this Life off from Me

Though the second line of the stanza may seem a bit odd, it adds up much of the novel. Joe wished that he was either killed, by cutting of the tubes that kept him alive, or that he was shown to the world. The latter being so everyone could see the horrors that war brought with itself, since at the time, Nationalism was still on the rise, and many saw war as a glorious matter (Remember, Johnny Got His Gun is an anti-war novel).

Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God,wake Me

Now the World Is Gone I'm Just One
Oh God,help Me Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God Help Me

These lines depict the despair that Trumbo wanted to convey in the first place. Joe is one because there is nothing else for him. All is lost, and there isn't any chance to regain what he has lost.

Darkness
Imprisoning Me
All That I See
Absolute Horror
I Cannot Live
I Cannot Die
Trapped in Myself

Body My Holding Cell

Here, the song takes a more aggressive turn, and it shows the frustration that Joe feels, the aversion that Trumbo felt towards the war.

Landmine
Has Taken My Sight
Taken My Speech
Taken My Hearing
Taken My Arms
Taken My Legs
Taken My Soul
Left Me with Life in Hell

The last stanza of the song simply shows how Joe is. It is easy to understand the whole song if you read the book, or you see the movie. The last line encompasses the idea that War leaves hell on Earth, as Joe is a could be anyone that goes to fight of a war.

You can actually watch Johnny Got His Gun on Youtube. It's quite a harsh movie, but I recommend it. There is also a new, 2008 version, but I have no idea where to get it.

The music video of the song has many images from the movie itself. Try to pay attention to what he says, as it correlates with the lyrics in many ways.